It seems as if it was only yesterday that I moved into my
apartment on Logan Street, half a block from the park of Echo Park. It was one
of the selling points of why the place we had found was so perfect. I dreamt it
up in my mind and it seemed to be sent to us seamlessly in sync with the
Universe.
Shortly after we moved in, almost as an ironic joke, the park
went under a huge construction that would not finish for two years. We moved in
April 2011 and the park was scheduled to re-open in the Spring of 2013. I only
had a few mornings running around that beautiful (yet smelly) lake before I was
forced to run the perimeters of construction, usually in the street, hoping
some distracted LA driver would not hit me with their car.
Though annoyed, I waited patiently with bated breath
Every time I ran by I couldn't help but stand on my tippy
toes to see what was happening beyond the CAUTION tape. I’d lift up the tarp on
the fence to catch a glimpse of the transformation occurring within its’
borders.
I found out the park would open a week after I had left for
South Africa this summer. Well, poo! Fine then. I will wait. For I must.
Now the park is open. As James drove me back from the
airport yesterday I marveled at its beauty. It is gorgeous. Randomly scattered
about I still find pieces of trash from jerks who seek to degrade the good.
Destroy the new. But it doesn't matter.
It’s alive again. With families gathering, friends walking,
couples paddle boating, children playing and dogs running. The energy the
beautiful transformation of the park has made possible is amazing.
I can’t help but make the connection to the metaphor that
the park is like myself in a way. Just getting back from traveling I reflect on
my own personal journey of the past two years.
What a difference two years truly can make. Funny to think
of how long two years seemed when they boarded it up two years ago. And how
like a blink, a wrinkle in time, it is done. Two years has passed. And no
matter how much impatience I felt for it “to just be done already”, I know it
was well worth the wait seeing what it has become.
Anything worth having is worth waiting for. Anything worth
doing is worth putting in the time. And sometimes, though we may not like it –
scratch that – we never like it, working on oneself and making a conscious effort
to grow and transform takes time. It can be painful. It requires effort and
does not happen overnight. But man is it worth it.
I am beyond grateful for the gorgeous park that is now open
a half a block away from where I live. And as far as my own transformation, sometimes
I can’t find words to describe the gratitude I feel.
Here’s a word: Peace.
I feel peace.
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